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  • The Light of Silence

    By Choitalyk Ruman

    When I begin to speak with You, my Lord,
    a tremor rises in the sky of my heart.
    It feels as though something vast is waiting,
    something no tongue can ever carry,
    no ear can ever fully receive.
    A truth that escapes the net of words,
    a hymn only silence knows.

    And then—suddenly,
    the words fall away.
    I am left with stillness,
    a stillness so deep
    it becomes my only voice.

    Before You, O my Lord,
    I stand stripped of every mask.
    Pride crumbles into dust,
    achievements scatter like broken glass,
    desires fade like shadows at dawn.
    What I clung to as color
    returns to pale dust.
    What I claimed as mine
    becomes nothing at all.

    This world with its glitter,
    its vanity and hunger,
    its painted dreams and fleeting triumphs,
    how easily they vanish in Your light.
    What seemed eternal
    proves to be smoke upon the river of time.

    And so it is with laughter and sorrow,
    with love and its shattering,
    with hope and the hollowness it leaves behind.
    All dissolve,
    like morning mist
    torn apart by an unseen wind.

    Yet one truth endures, one flame does not die:
    You.
    Only You.
    Beyond all measure,
    beyond all decay,
    only You remain.

    So I bring what little I have.
    I offer silence as my gift.
    I lift my unfallen tears as prayer.
    I lay down this fractured heart
    as an offering at Your feet.

    For You know already,
    every word before it takes shape,
    every thought before it finds breath.
    You know the wound behind the smile,
    the sorrow that hides behind steady eyes.
    You know the tears that never fall,
    the prayers that never cross the lips,
    the longing that burns
    only in the chamber of silence.

    O my Lord,
    You are the light within that silence.
    You are the companion who never leaves.
    You are the dwelling place of my soul,
    the beginning and the endless return.

    And so I rest in You.
    Not in triumph, not in despair,
    but in the quiet that holds all things.
    I rest in You,
    my silence,
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    #ChoitalykRuman, #ummeymiah 9/21/2025

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  • The Path of Service

    By ChoitalykRuman

    When a soul turns toward the light of giving,
    the heart does not close, it opens,
    wide as the horizon,
    soft as dawn.

    Wounds once heavy with sorrow
    become rivers of wisdom,
    and scars turn into silent teachers,
    whispering compassion with every breath.

    Yes, an open heart is tender.
    It bleeds, it aches,
    it feels the world too deeply.
    But sensitivity is not weakness,
    it is the rare gift of seeing,
    of hearing the unspoken,
    of carrying light into the dark.

    Those who walk this sacred path
    are not perfect.
    They are simply lovers of love,
    choosing it again,
    and again,
    even when it costs them something.

    And every act of kindness,
    no matter how small,
    lifts the soul higher,
    closer to its true home,
    closer to the essence of Love itself.

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    #ChoitalykRuman, #UmmeyMiah 9/2025

  • Cornfields and Cattle: Lessons That Still Live

    By Choitalyk Ruman

    I had just returned to my hotel room in Dayton, Ohio, after a long day of official work. I stopped in the lobby for a quick coffee, and a woman sat down in the chair next to me. What started as casual small talk about travel and family soon turned warm and friendly. Her husband and children were at the pool, and while they swam, she began telling me about her grandmother’s farm back in Dayton.

    “Grandma had acres of cornfields that stretched toward the horizon,” she said, her voice soft and nostalgic. “Cattle grazed in the pastures, and the family supplied milk to the local store and meat to the community. It was hard work, but steady, honest, and full of care.”

    As she spoke, I could almost see it: the green stalks swaying in the Ohio breeze, the lowing of cows at dusk, the smell of fresh hay in the barn. She smiled as she remembered riding the tractor with her grandmother, listening to her say, “Life is like the harvest. You plant, you wait, you tend — and when the season is right, it gives back.”

    I listened quietly, feeling the weight of her memories. I had never known my own grandparents — my grandmother passed away when my father was just seven — so I had no fields, no barns, no hands to guide me through lessons of patience and care. Yet as I sat there, absorbing hers, it felt as if I were touching a fragment of the love and wisdom I had missed.

    She looked at me with a gentle smile. “Every time I see a cornfield,” she said, “I think of her. She didn’t just raise crops and cattle — she raised us, with patience and care.”

    In that hotel lobby, with the faint laughter of her children drifting in from the pool, I realized the quiet power of stories. Even when they aren’t our own, they bridge absence, loss, and distance, carrying lessons of patience, love, and life across generations.

    -ChoitalykRuman #ummeymiah

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    -#ChoitalykRuman #ummeymiah 2025 ChoitalykRuman (Ummey R Miah). All rights reserved.

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